I’m not the girl I used to be, Not that she was ever as bad as I put her out to be. I don’t know why they thought those things of me. My friends and I blamed it on beauty. I wasn’t easy and I never let in as much as I say I did, never was a pushover either. I was strong and never wrong. I don’t get why I changed sometimes but I feel weak… very weak like I can’t do anything I’m slowly getting back to me. One day ill be better than her, the girl I see in those photos and her will only be a memory. ..