Music Speaks Louder Than Words.

Hurting while flirting,

Every time we make love, Every time we say I love you. It all goes back to the pain. I wonder questions like what if I gave him up? Would things have gone differently. I dont know if I could ever trust you. You say you’ve changed & I see a little difference…

Someone tell me

What the best photography camera is?

im looking for a dslr.

Don’t speak

What’s that you want to talk about?
Well I wanna run from it let’s not bring it up again.

Done.

Done with people using me Done with lying Done with cheaters Done with trying to hang onto love that won’t work Done being untrusted and not trusting I need to figure out me all over again because I let me go, I replaced her with what you wanted and then I still wasn’t good enough so I’m done trying and pretending the love is real but this pain is to severe.

My new self

My son was born Monday, the most amazing experience in the entire world is being selfless and bringing life into this world, a week late but he is the most amazing creature I’ve encountered my son with his tiny hands and small body. He makes me think, think past Myself. Think about everything from who I am & what I want, to my relationship with his father, he makes me think any choice I make will alter his life. My son is amazing and simple. I envy his ignorance to this life. I love my son with everything I have and always will.

Can’t sleep.

I’m not the girl I used to be, Not that she was ever as bad as I put her out to be. I don’t know why they thought those things of me. My friends and I blamed it on beauty. I wasn’t easy and I never let in as much as I say I did, never was a pushover either. I was strong and never wrong. I don’t get why I changed sometimes but I feel weak… very weak like I can’t do anything I’m slowly getting back to me. One day ill be better than her, the girl I see in those photos and her will only be a memory. ..

So is it bad I don’t exactly know what pipa or soapa is??

What would you do,

What would you do If your nine months pregnant With a son who you love so much And you accidentally find out You’re boyfriend cheated on you When you tried you’re hardest to be there for him, talk to him, be his partner and friend because you had this love for him and wanted hi. Happy. What do you do when he was still talking to her and he gave you a ring three days later, what would you do?

Jaxie(:

Jaxie(:

More Information